totally worn out

5k
5k
5k
5k
5k

everyday must do 5k, like hell lot!
i wanna hit so badly.
it's like so much money.
esp, when my cm says if i hit she help me fight for full timer comm.
FYI, full timer get higher percentage then part time.

so, 5k 5k 5k 5k 5k.
$_$

then, i can pamper myself with tiny weey retail therapy!

xoxo,
JY <3

ultimate sian x100

longggggg week ahead.
i thought Taka sales was like 4 days but it turn out to be 5 days.
omfg, how tiring can it be?
imagine working 12hours for 5 days?!
and the target is like wth, how to hit?!

but what to do, money.
$_$

I'm so broke that I decided to eat at staff canteen everyday.
vege rice, one meat two vege 2.90$ only.
cheap and fulling! i always finish the whole big plate.
teeheehee.

i think i need to gain weight.
people are telling me i am getting thinner.
but, idk why only my face growing side way.
the fats can pass to nehneh pok anot?
HAHAHA, i know la. fat hope. *pout mouth.

i have to put the idea of revamping my room aside.
wait till I've got extra cashhhhh.
yes, WAIT.
buy more toto, maybe got hope.
but, I buy already always lazy to check. so no point buying.

tmr morning shift, total awsome like shit.
i hope i don't oversleep.

polymates gathering and fizah's wedding photos up on fb!

goodnight pretty!

p/s: forgive and forgive.

xoxo,
JY <3

I'm growing mushroom on my head

I'm so bored.
I'm so bored.
I'm so bored.
I'm so f-ing bored!

I'm so rich.
I'm so rich.
I'm so rich.
I'm so f-ing rich.
I'm rich with 22.50$ in my bank account.

total coolness.
and i cancelled my work this week due to momma admission to sgh again.
can money drop from sky?
$_$

p/s: I'm so missing you, handsome. 11 more days! <3

helpless

if only everyone could die peacefully.
so, they wouldn't suffer from any pain.
isn't it so much better?

last year, i prayed.
i would give you five years of my life.
one year have passed.
means i am left with four years.
i hope my prayers are heard, really hope so.
you promised to attend my wedding, don't you?

i know it's hard, it requires lots of effort.
but hang on, I'll be there.

it requires more love to let go then to hang on.
how true.

xoxo,
JY <3

if only;

I had.....
snow white skin,
bigger eyes,
sharper nose,
sexier lips,
sharper chin,
bigger boobs,
longer legs,
no backbone problem.

i would have feel a tad lil better, not so much of inferior.
sighhhh, maybe if i pray hard enough next life I'll be prettier?
even I've got the money i won't go for plastic surgery.
nose job? i always sneeze so hard later nose drop how?

THINK ONLY.

imma so boring at home.
can't wait for baby to be back.
work will keep me occupied. *pat shoulder.

xoxo,
JY <3

h-o-l-i-d-a-y!

see the last two pictures?

mm keep saying me but din say esther.

so unfair, HMMM.

oh boy, its only day one and i miss baby so much!

counting down to 29th.

baby, please dont bring a tai mei back alright.

i can be your tai mei, lol!

p/s: i've got really cute AH LIAN friends. :)

xoxo,

JY <3

last two papers to go!
cant wait for my holidays.

eggcited! <3