helpless

if only everyone could die peacefully.
so, they wouldn't suffer from any pain.
isn't it so much better?

last year, i prayed.
i would give you five years of my life.
one year have passed.
means i am left with four years.
i hope my prayers are heard, really hope so.
you promised to attend my wedding, don't you?

i know it's hard, it requires lots of effort.
but hang on, I'll be there.

it requires more love to let go then to hang on.
how true.

xoxo,
JY <3